addicted to
i'm not here to win
i'm here to leave a legacy
that's what's real to me
it's the passion that drives you
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection
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it's called - wanting to be selfish. and being apologetic about it.
i know sorry can't do much.
but anyhow, i am sorry...
i'm assuming no one understands, no, nobody does.
tablets of happiness, the way out. the ONLY way out.